Thursday, January 30, 2003

I woke up last night from a dream so horrible that even after I was awake I burst into tears. Mikey had to wake me up because I was whimpering. I have never had a dream that made me feel so awful. I dreamed that my mom told me that she was too busy with her new boyfriend to talk to me anymore. She very casually told me that she would see me "some other time, maybe". I was so sad. I was so hurt. I was destroyed. It was awful. I never want to have that dream again. EVER.

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